As the title implies...I'm buggared if i know!!! (Thanks to Terry Pratchett)...

i dont know anything these days... i've been going through a really rough patch at the moment, and i decided to draw...just quick bits of random bullshit...i might post them up later...i sat down, put on some angry music and just went for it...i wrote some stuff too...

but yeah life just seems to want to kill me at the moment...kinda wish it would all end and be over with, but then some little things happens and it makes it all better for a while...

anyways enough ranting...

i wish i had more time to paint, i haven't done a proper painting in almost 2 years now...all the stuff that is up here is from my year 12 art class of 2004...uni just doesnt let me have any time. i've been thinking lately that i'm doing the wrong degree, i'm doing a science degree but i wish i was doing a fine arts degree like my sister was.

but the politics at the art school and the pressure to conform there kind of put me off, and the fact that i didnt think i was good enough...

but you get that...

Neepy